103014 || 12:04AM || "Not Hearing From You"

I like not hearing from you
Because some days I feel good and strong
And I lessen the guilt knowing how much we cared
Convincing myself that
you have moved on.

I like not hearing from you
Because most days I cannot pull through
And I lessen the pain knowing how much we cared
Convincing myself that
you miss me too.

- ar

Friday, April 11, 2014

Just

I have taken advantage of you.
And misused you 
to the greatest degree.
Because it was not 'just' a kiss,
nor did he simply 'just' love me.
It will take more than 'just' time,
I know that we cannot 'just' be.
And there is pain
hidden in the patience of
"you 'just' wait and see".

— ar

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