When I Wake Up like I Did This Morning

I've wondered if I have depression,
but it turns out I am lazy.
I simply get unmotivated,
and want someone to save me.

I wish I had an excuse
to have the bad days that I do.
I have plenty more
than I should have, I think.
And I know you'd think so, too.

I've wondered if I have depression,
but I often am just tired.
Now I wonder if it's motivation
or depression
that I desire.

— ar